It was definitely said so people pity her and let her off for missing almost every day of vlogmas. I don’t think it’s something as serious as her having a termination, as she’d most likely be in pain from it and, knowing her, if it was something so sad and serious she’d have the whole decade off. Besides, she said she wasn’t well because of an ulcer in her mouth lol?? I reckon it’s something that commonly occurs in families like a grandparent being diagnosed with cancer. Obviously very sad but not a huge enigmatic thing like she’s making it seem. Regardless of what it is though, I’m not sure why she has to use it as a way to start speculation and invite pity on a public level. Very strange and narcissistic behaviour