Long time lurker here. Like many here I used to love her channel and genuinely watched her content all the time. But she is not herself lately, losing weight, looking frail. I do wonder if it is something to do with losing her grandmother that is making her feel so low. She desperately needs to get out there in the world. Even a little part time job to give her something to focus on. It’s sad because I do genuinely think she believes she is as busy as most people that work full time, which is so delusional. That’s why she fusses over the silliest insignificant things, she has nothing else going on in her life! No colleagues to chat to, not many friends that she regularly spends time with, she is still so young