I completely agree what Polly said was abhorrent and it shows an entrenched view. It was definitely her world view and her seemingly conservative upbringing all goes hand in hand. I also think her apology was weak and that she needs to address it properly instead of going offline while this situation escalates.
Itâs just got me thinking. Can anyone say theyâve gone through life without regretting a worldview they held before? Iâm a psychologist and I canât help but consider this approach extremely black and white, whereas life happens in the grey area. If I gave up on a client because they were racist, Iâd be pretty disappointed in myself. This is less about Polly and more about cancel culture in general. I canât think of any influencer or celebrity who has been deemed âcancelledâ where the public were satisfied with their apology - because the argument always returns to âWell they did it in the first place, they clearly meant it and itâs part of themâ. It does seem that once the act has been committed, thereâs no going back. Unless someone can point me in the direction of a celeb that has managed the heartfelt apology weâre looking for that does completely redeem their character (because I would genuinely like to know if you can think of anyone).
In the last few years Iâve had deeply uncomfortable conversations with family members about race and pro-life/pro-choice debates. People I love have had bigoted world-views. We have had difficult conversations; some have changed their views, others have held onto their discriminatory values. Am I supposed to cut ties from people who have held those views in the past? I canât say my Uncle dedicated himself to âbettering himselfâ or donated to any charities for redemption. I also know my Uncle is not an influencer, like Polly (thank god, he would be a true menace). Iâm not saying itâs our responsibility to educate anyone but these views clearly come from a place of ignorance, fear, whatever way they were raised, whatever life experiences theyâve had, it can be a form of self-preservation, protection. Thereâs lots of reasons and the results are harmful, terrible, ugly; but there are always misguided reasons. Iâm not saying you have to empathise with racists, ableists, abusers. I am saying thereâs a reason they are the way they are. Itâs misinformed, itâs incorrect - but vilifying them doesnât do anything productive. Human nature is not black and white, people are not wholly good or bad.
I also think itâs interesting people point out â16 is old enough to understand racismâ. Sixteen in many countries isnât even old enough to understand consent. Many people much older than 16 sadly still do not understand racism. But at sixteen, youâre still living with your parents. Youâre probably in school. Your world is much smaller than it later becomes. I know I didnât share those views when I was 16, I knew better. But then again, I was raised in liberal household, went to a public school, was exposed to books and ideas that made me realise my privilege. Iâm not above thinking if my life situation had been different, I could have grown up with racist views too. Youâre not born racist. Not everyone reaches the same conclusions at the same time - but isnât the point that they grow, change and get there? (Also Iâm not saying Polly has arrived there lol I canât comment because I donât know, but simply wondering)
Lastly, I think Iâm actually curious what solution there is? When someone has been found to have said hateful things or done a hateful act in the past - how can it be fixed in the present? I saw someone ask this question on Twitter where it received a response âItâs not my job to educate you. Figure it out yourselfâ. Which I understand and the asker was hostile/provocative anyway, but ultimately that kind of response is a cop-out too. Itâs probably because no one knows the answer. Once youâre branded a racist, itâs unlikely anyone will forget regardless of what you do, even if you have genuinely changed and produce a heartfelt apology. Again: Iâm not apologising for racists, but Iâm curious about former-racists and where they belong in the world. Do they still have a place or would you choose to disassociate with them based on their past beliefs?
In regards Polly Vadasz, maybe she still holds those views, maybe she doesnât. I donât know. I do know thereâs some cruel comments in this thread, particularly blaming her for her âdysfunctional familyâ. Right now her apology is hollow, the decision to donate future proceeds is ridiculous. I always feel like donating to charities when youâve been caught out is hollow anyway. Sheâs clearly worried about her businessâ image making her profile private and silencing comments on the Sighh page. Iâve never bought anything from Sighh and I donât know her at all. I know she has hurt people, she needs to take real responsibility, apologise, make steps towards meaningful change.
Sorry for the length. This is mostly useless content, I was just thinking out loud. Also major props to Yasminjohal! Best call out Iâve ever read.