Went live, in a foul mood, said she's really irritable and exhausted and didn't want to go live.
Was holding a third chick called Jessy, mum and other chicks fine but she abandoned the two other eggs, one was rotten and one was Jessy who she rejected so Jo is hand rearing it and is going to pick up a friend for it tomorrow
she was keeping it in her bedroom but it's too noisy and is only quiet when she holds it.
She was still in her pj's says shes so stressed and everything is too much.
She tried to find someone online to get a chick from and then slags off a chap in Bristol for wasting her time asking questions when she told him she was in Cornwall.
Sex pest has been building all day but he stays at hers until late and then sleeps at her dad's but she cooks for him, does his washing and makes his sandwiches so she's exhausted and she isn't used to having someone practically living with her.
She is snapping at him and everyone else, her sister said she's heading for an argument with someone, she doesn't know why she is in a mood unless her period is due. Then he says she's always in a bad mood around father's day and Lowens birthday, she claims she didn't know it was father's day because she isn't close with her dad so doesn't have to bother to remember it.
Says she has fallen out with people all week, she went to her sisters and her niece asked her sister for a lift to Newquay but her sister said no. The niece had a friend with her and Jo said she had lots of love bites on her neck so Jo said "judging by your mates slag tags you just want to go there for cock" jo's sister had a go at her for being rude but Jo insists she's just straight talking and honest and she's fed up of pussyfooting around people.
Her friends Kay and Mark are coming to stay next week so lowen is going to sleep at her mums on the sat so her and the sex pest can go out drinking with them.
She moans that they keep messaging her on the group chat but she's just too busy so muted the chat, she's got the animals and lowen to look after plus Piotr's kid today, she's exhausted and has got nothing left to give, she spent three hours editing videos earlier because if she doesn't post then she doesn't earn money because it's the ad revenue that pays her wages (tells everyone to watch the ads so she gets more money) she says Piotr has spent all day building for her plus doing the horses water and mucking out twice yet she's exhausted!
Says she really Wants to do her merchandise but it will have to wait as she's not in the right head space, she's got nothing left to give, she knows she's lucky to have her life and she is grateful but she's just sooo tired and she needs the three hours she gets when lowen is at pre school because she never gets any help and does everything alone! (feel free to get your tiny violins out Tattlers, poor Jojo, the only single mum in the whole world
)
Then forgets that she's already said she didn't know it was father's day and says she was getting annoyed thinking about Adrian and him wanting to be with his other kid on father's day but not bothering to get in touch with her and lowen, if he'd asked to come over today she wouldn't have said no. Every year she thinks is this the year he will say he wants to be involved now that she's done all the hard work.
She hopes he fucks off forever but he still messages her every week or two, he was drunk or high on drugs the other day and was messaging her filthy sexual messages saying what he'd like to do to her. She would never go back, he gave her mental health issues, depression and ptsd (guess that's the same non existent self diagnosed ptsd she claims the sex pest has too) she hears from him or gets stuff from him but never about Lowen just hid sick sexual fantasies.
Funny how she's NEVER mentioned these sexual messages before but now claims it's been going on for years and if it ever went to court she can prove he's never been interested in lowen just her!
Wouldn't put it past her to use a fake account to send herself these messages so she's got "evidence" to show Kaff and Charlotte Trash so they believe her. She's said before he keeps making different accounts each time she blocks him and we know she's made accounts to stalk people as she has admitted it on lives.
Then she shows the bench the sex pest made and where she's planted bulbs but the whole place is a total
tit hole, building stuff everywhere, wood and junk lying around etc says she wants a bouncy castle in the field for Lowens birthday and I guess part of the reason she is so stressed and stroppy is because the place looks like a
bleeping scrap yard.
That was pretty much it, so just her ranting, moaning, bitching and whinging about being tired despite doing
duck all every day.