Live tonight sat in the dark, trying to save electricity, bought a red heatlamp for the dog area as cheaper to run.
Struggling to go live via nvf and was pissed off as it means she won't get ads so won't get paid if she has to do it via her personal profile.
Going to a 90's rave next August, booked her ticket, Kellishea is going too and she's trying to get other's you go as well... Quick Julia get a ticket!
She's really uncomfortable as got thrush again, gets it at least once a week, she's not a dirty
witch. People telling her too much chocolate and cars is bad and she says she's eaten loads of chocolate as it's her birthday and her whole diet is chocolate and cars, she never eats fruit and veg.
Moans about prices in Tesco and says she's very stressed about the cost of living.
Made a roast but it was
tit apart from the cook in the bag chicken. She's never cooked a roast before, Kaff made her one and it was lovely so she asked her how to do it but she overcooked the potatoes and the veg was hard. She's going to buy it all frozen for Xmas day as it's too much hassle peeling and chopping and she doesn't care if it costs more.
Going away next weekend for Wayne's birthday, will book a room for the night, her mum will have lowen, she's bought a couple of dresses and a long skirt with a cropped top as dress code is glam... He's booked the local hall! She will show each outfit so we can help her decide which one to wear. She got them on Shein as didn't want to use her birthday gift card for something she might only wear once, she will use them to buy jeans and jumpers.
Back to money, says she thought about turning her fridges and freezer off for a few hours to saves money but Google says not to.
So she's worried about the cost of living but is happy to go and stay away for yet another weekend and has bought several outfits.
Someone says will the school help with free meals and trips etc and the post office gives £100 (not sure what that bit was about) she says she will looks into it but she's not on benefits, he gets a bit free meal but won't eat it so she has to buy packed lunch stuff. The school do them but it's a savoury sandwich a yogurts and also non chocolate biscuit /cake. She gives him a jam sandwich and stuff he likes.
Moans the school are always asking for money and she complained to the other mums that people can't keep paying out. He's only been there since September and he's on his second pair of shoes and she had to bleach his shirt da asking they weren't so dirty.
School say lowen has progressed so much in the last couple of weeks, she's in awe of him, he's amazing, he's like a sponge. She was worried he wasn't as bright as the others but he's one of the youngest, he's pointing out letters and saying what they are and asking her what things say.
She was worried he might be online the spectrum a bit as the boys in her family are and so are some of her exes family.
Repeats again about him being sensory and shows the chews things she got him to stop him putting his hands in his mouth.
He has ear defenders but she's getting better without sounds (fireworks by any chance Jo??) he mimics sounds and asks what they are and asks to go find where to the noise is coming from, all kids do it but her nephew used to do it hand he has 7 different disorders.
The school is good and will monitor him, he's fine on a one to one but gets upset easily, she told the teacher it's probably the tone she uses as she's tried to not say stop or no to him unless it's an emergency or he's in danger so if he hears it he probably thinks he's in trouble, she told the teacher however today talk to home and said she should explain things better so he knows what's going happening because he's very sensitive! I'd love to be a fly on the wall in the staffroom!
Lowen starts coughing and crying so she goes to him, comes back and says she has to lie down with him to get him back to sleep an stop's the live.
says she's had a lazy day and is going to go pick lowen up from school after she's done the video.
