She started the live outside at 8pm feeding the horses in the pitch black, she didn't have her microphone on because she hadn't had time to charge it so couldn't see or hear her for most of it. She had the monitor because lowen was in bed but that was beeping because she hadn't had time to charge that either.
Insults people by saying she won't explain what she is doing with the feeds because they won't know what she is talking about.
Says the eqi dry coat i(yep she's actually wearing it, must have read Tattle recently) is lovely and warm but the most impractical fucking thing to wear.... She's just so grateful isn't she?!
Inside and she says they went Aldi but they had no eggs tomatoes or peppers, as usual Jo is way behind on the news because she's more interested in Love Island and Tiktoc.
Says she had to buy lowen clothes in Matalan because he's growing so much much he's hint hint, in age 5 clothes now that's Age 5 everyone AGE 5!!!!
Says lowen is being a prick at the moment and it's hard not to lose her shit with him, she left him in the trolley and walked off thinking just fuck off.
She is happy for him to run in the aisles and skid on his knees, she doesn't care what other people think, he's a child and she's all for it. But when she tried to get him to listen to her he just screamed so she thought what a prick and walked away.
They got home and he had three Pots of Joy in an hour then had a meltdown when she said no to the other one.
Says her 2 year old was perfect and then he turned into a twat at three.
She's increasing his hours at school but moaned it was an extra £21 a week but she had to pay at the end of each term instead of weekly.
He's in pull up pants but still won't say he needs the toilet just that "it's coming out" he shit in his trousers earlier
Says she has negative comments from the trolls and if she went on that vicious site they would be saying omg did you see what she said about so and so.
Some troll said about Bella being stressed, why did she breed her, why has she got so many horses etc and then says but I like watching you.... Well obviously you don't because you're being negative, looking for attention, getting excited when one person likes your comment because obviously that means you are right but 135,000 people watch and the majority don't agree. She watches the comments, takes screenshots of them and the names of anyone who likes their comments and blocks them.
They get arsey when people stick up for her because they want everyone to agree with them, she doesn't have a problem with people telling them they are wrong and they are doing it not because they are up her arse but because they have followed her journey and they understand her!
She then spends at least half an hour talking about the horses, particularly Bella, saying how no one can do anything with her not even the vet, she's the only one, she would never be happy anywhere else, she's a bitch to the other horses but has never put her ears back at her.
Being a mum has changed her and completed her and she knew Bella needed to be a mum.
She went on and on, I tuned her out it was so boring.
Says the bloke who owns the farm where her brother works would probably put a caravan in a field for her if she got kicked off where she is, she's no trouble, she's super fun and a good neighbour!
She's just going to enjoy the time she has left and have positive memories and worry about it if it happens.
Says when she goes away in March the horses will be ok, she will leave lots of hay and they will just need the water topping up, she will try and spk to the girl who normally house sits or maybe her niece but her niece can't do the horses and she doesn't want her having sex in her bed.
And then she remembers the horses need feed as well, literally she just says oh... They need feeding, I'd forgotten about that!
Says it's too much for Lynn with her horses and her sick husband and she's worried Bella only respects her and no one else so not sure if anyone else will cope.
Which basically means she will just not bother about them having hard feed and will get Kath or someone to do the water and let the dogs out.
She also said the date they were away so now everyone knows she won't be there and neither will anyone else by the sounds of it.... Horse, pony or foal anyone??! Dog or two??
And that was pretty much it, very boring, sorry!
didnt even bother getting the ramp sprayed when it was changed and its all rusty yet she was moaning about a scrape of paint missing on the back end that the garage apparently did... someone was definitely hoping for a full respray no wonder they sent you packing duck 
