Oh my gosh that must've been absolutely heartbreaking. At the very least you were both there in his final moments. We had to let our doggy go in April so I know the pain. Sending you so much love.We had to take our dog to the vets in May, we were told only one person allowed in and that was an appointment to have him put to sleep.
our dear doggy passed away in the car on the way there, I think he sensed our fear of not both getting to say our goodbyes. Absolutely horrible experience.
Just a note as well, we were both allowed to say goodbye but we were in a horrible, cold temporary building full of spiders. But at least we got to say our goodbyes. And the vets were great, they did what they could considering the circumstances.
It's just horrible that pets are being left alone and owners aren't able to see them or say goodbye properly.