Not to say that I feel bad for her or anything (I don't because despite me liking her originally she has proven time and time again that she is a vapid, egotistic dishonest person) but imagine being three (4? Who's counting!) years post a breakup and still being so, so desperately aimless and heartbroken about it, in a way that we all see so clearly through her BS and how much everything went tits up that day Joe broke up with her? Everything since has been her pretending otherwise, and not getting real help. Imagine wasting years of your life wishing you'd get a person back. In my experience after a breakup it's best to take care of yourself first and hope that next time you'll judge better and find a better match for you. I certainly never have been in a position where I "lost" a person and thought this was the love of my life and I will never find this kind of love again. That's just not realistic! Except, for what we can tell, she's probably still engaging with this relationship (and her memories of it) superficially - as in, Joe was hot, rich, and most importantly all of Instagram wanted him or whatever- as opposed to concrete details (character, qualities) about him that she could then find in another partner. It seems she went with Forky because she thought Instagram would be envious of her again (so oblivious) and then with Lordon because she thought it fit her new culty lifestyle spiritual persona, and maybe given that he was terminally online as well she assumed the relationship wouldn't go to tit like hers and Joe did partly *because* of her social media presence. All that to say, she's in so deep, I don't think she'll ever get out. It's all smoke and mirrors and below it all, it's always just about Joe leaving her. I can't believe someone wouldn't love themselves enough to truly forget about a person or say good riddance after all these years.
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