Where to start?!
The last scrap of empathy I had for Nims just disappeared. The way she responded to that comment was so passive-aggressive, spiteful and downright ugly. There’s nothing wrong with the amount of boyfriends she’s had. What is questionable is how she’s parading them all on SM as ‘the one’. Please Niomi, for the love of God, just exercise some caution and discretion.
When I started catching up on this thread I was concearned for her. At the start of her latest vlog, at first I thought she was coming home from a night out having had a couple of drinks and in a state of merriment. But on realising it was early morning and she was on the way to Berlin I thought, holy shit it’s as though she’s on drugs. I wonder if she is partaking in recreational drug use? No, I can’t see that. What could be a possibility is that she’s on a high dose of diazepam or something similar. It’s awful to see. She looks so rough. As someone has already said, going make-up free and embracing a natural look is one thing, but she’s completely stopped putting any effort at all into her appearance lately. I genuinely do not understand. Does she think she looks liberated, youthful and on trend? To me she looks like an addict.
It made me think of Meghan Markle, when she said the first time she met William and Kate she was in ripped jeans and barefoot. Seriously, do better. Royalty or not, meeting your partner’s family for the first time you put in some effort!
The whole vlog is off. Even the end where she’s in the new flat with the Christmas tree. Lordon assisted with the lights but she’s decorating it by herself. Like she’s ticking off another box. She’s says how happy she is with it, but the whole atmosphere is cold and depressing. The flat is dark and sterile, not homely. The decorations might be up, but there’s no feeling of festiveness or joy.
I’m torn between signing off and unfollowing, or seeing what 2023 brings. Right now, a Christmas engagement, a surprise pregnancy or a breakup all seem equally plausible in the year ahead. It’s impossible to tell which way it’s going to go. One minute I think they’re perfect for each other, the next I think what the hell has she become there is no way she can continue like this!!
he doesn't deserve you. Please take care of yourself as you would do it to your best friend. Give yourself Time to heal . If you can go to therapy please do. Heartbreaks are not easy....thinking of you ! 
Sooo deep. She’s been through so much guys, really a hero when it comes to resilience. 
Her inner narc is showing.
