It’s so weird the way she talks about this, like there is some manual she consulted and immediately initiated the coveted “self healing mode” lol. Literally, that’s the way she talks about it, like ‘I was so heartbroken but was smart enough to start the self healing mode right away’, as though others wait months but Niomi just ~somehow knew~ to start hers earlier. (And who speaks that way? Who phrases it like that? It’s so odd!)
She is SOOO into herself, she truly speaks about her own inane actions with this sense of absolute wonder and amazement, like she rambles on about how she bought notebooks and wrote her ‘thoughts’ in them in this tone of voice like she could not believe her own intelligence, fortitude, and resourcefulness, because she journaled. She just somehow knew to take care of herself. What a marvel!
(This is actually why I can’t stand to watch her right now, because everything is a ‘can you believe I am this way, I’m so crazy/unique/special, hehehe’. Like a ‘oh what am I like, how funny and interesting, I just put on my socks, does anyone else even wear socks like this?’ ‘Oh dear, I would sip my tea that way, I never stop!’ ‘Leave it to me to have to turn on my light in the evening because I’m still reading!’, etc.)
I understand that she feels some sense of pride that she thinks she ‘healed’ quickly, quicker than anyone would believe, so that’s fine. But any reasonable grown adult knows that it is pointless to take advice on this from someone who is a mere few months out from this kind of event, and feels smugly they have so much advice to offer the world. She doesn’t know anything, she’ll have real perspective in a year or two.
