One.in.a.bullion did an amazing selfless thing being a surrogate and I believe she did go in with the best of intentions. But she just got caught up in the thrill of lots of followers and likes / comments, and the free stuff. I can't blame her, it's addictive stuff - lots of dopamine hits. But the influencer world isn't for everyone - you have to be a special kind of narcissist to keep going.
I think she is feeling some very big feels at the moment and it is probably a very confusing time for her. Noone is that interested in her anymore now that she isn't pregnant and lovefromyourdads have gone overseas without her. So no surprise that she is a bit sensitive and vulnerable. I guess you never really know how you are going to feel until you are in that situation.
So great decision to go peel back to just family & friends. All the best Nat.