I haven't read her book so I didnt realise she had post natal depression with Ronnie. It's a shame she didn't share that online instead of pretending she was having the perfect life.I think she never bonded with Rennie. She probably didn’t breast feed him from the start so Jamie probably did a lot of the feeds. Mad ma probably had her claws in there too. Also didn’t she mention she had post natal depression with Rennie so that may have added to it. I think the bond with Lonnie is real which is why she’s so overwhelmed with it. It will be interesting to see how different she is with Lonnie compared to Rennie.