Big love to you. I know there's nothing I/we on Tattle that can do to actually help your situation but my heart goes out to people in this situation (covid or otherwise.) and we all provide virtual support for one another on here. I'm in a similar position myself so I know the feeling. Christmas is just a huge pressure that we don't need this year and I'm determined to not let societal pressure or adverts and shops put pressure on me!!Never commented on here before but I have actually just had a cry in the kitchen. So Soph has just started to panic about Xmas. She has MILLIONS of pounds. I do not have a pot to piss in. My other halfs job is at risk, my car has failed it’s mot, I can barely afford childcare that allows me to work my self imployed job and have no clue how I’m suppose to afford Xmas. I have been panicking about Xmas since March. How can someone be so detached from her followers. What a kick the vagina it is to hear this kind of bullshit.