I don’t wish feeling/being lonely on anyone but it’s refreshing to see I’m not the only one that feels this way.
I had a good group of friends in school, some went to uni and I went straight into working, we would meet up and visit each other often.
I then started to notice they were arranging and meeting up without me, no big deal I thought I’m working maybe they don’t realise I can get time off etc, then I met my partner and fell pregnant and never heard from any of them again ..
Ever since having my little one and going back to work part time I seem to have lost all of my friends.
I struggled with PND and I seem to have just forgotten how to socialise with people?
All the Mums at the preschool are very cliquey with each other so I can never seem to chat to any of them either and at parties I just kind of stand there on my own.
I don’t get invited out with anyone from work as they always just seem to assume I can’t because of the little one.
I have my parter but he’s literally the only person I speak to apart from when I’m at work and have small talk with work colleagues.
He's said I should maybe try and invite them out instead but as I previously said I’ve forgotten how to have conversations with adults
And I know if we ever get married it would just be family as I literally don’t have a single person I could invite. And in all honestly if I think about it too much it gets me really down and I get so upset I end up in tears as I just don’t know what to do.
Sorry about this long post, I just feel as though I can share how I’m feeling and sympathise with all of you wonderful people