. Some slightly good news is an expert in my baby's injury has been found and has been told needs to look into it as a matter of urgency. My kids ain't themselves. Non of us are sleeping well. Baby girls movements aren't as strong and had a private scan which they said her head is smaller then should be and to expect another small baby. Having to force myself to eat for her sake. I've gone from being scared and helpless to just pure and utter rage and anger this is happening to us. Keep having nightmares when I do manage to sleep. My one child is openly asking to come home 
. SS constantly pulling stunts to try make me look bad wish I could go into detail but my kids are lucky I'm onto their tricks. Just had enough of this whole situation been blown out of all proportion. SW seemed gutted when she seen how nice the kids rooms are. I know it's not just about material things but don't think many abused kids have some of the luxury things mine have. When this is all sorted I can go into more detail but have to be careful atm. You will all be horrified at what's been done to us. Hope all you fellas are OK. My fire is coming back and be able to join in as usual when my heads abit more straight. Glad you’ve got that fire coming back sweetheart I’m so sorry you are having to deal with it and that it’s affecting the kids. Shame on them being so heavy handed about it all when there are genuine cases that don’t get a look in. Hope the expert sorts it out asap for you. Lots of love kind eyes.Hello gang. 6 pages behind but I have noticed little Raspberry has arrived. Been so wrapped up in my own stuff didn't even think to congratulate you. I hope mother and baby and fella are all doing well
Aw thank you 🥹🥹🩷
@IdeletedbutI'mbackagain 🩷
( I feel like we would be friends IRL I see you in all the same threads and always love what you say ) xxxx
heading away this weekend with just my husband too so half packing for that as well!
I hope it reaches its conclusion soon and you can all get back to your lovely love filled lives 🩷
heads that failed you and your kids. Keep eating for mini Lucy she needs you to be strong so even if it's little and often eat something keeping you in my thoughts 
Docmum sends birthday wishes @IdeletedbutI'mbackagain and says she wishes she could be celebrating with you with a prosecco and a big hug.Aw thank you 🥹🥹🩷
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Thank you everyone, you're an amazing bunch of people 🩷🩷
@odetotheseaweed not much planned today, was at my exercise class, had breakfast in bed and now having steak for my lunch with a little glass of red wine
)Thanks for passing on the message!!Docmum sends birthday wishes @IdeletedbutI'mbackagain and says she wishes she could be celebrating with you with a prosecco and a big hug.
Her actual words were "Hey big boy, could you blah blah blah"
(again, for clarification I made the last bit up but the first bit is true
