Agreed, when I watch her vlogs and stories her life seems a bit....pitiful. No passions, hobbies or personal thoughts. Mostly moaning and stating the obvious. Almost robotic.I think Lily follows the herd, has no clear opinions of her own and is indecisive because she lacks confidence and needs validation from others. She did some vlogs with one of her friends ages ago about clothes shopping & said she likes to take a friend because she isn’t cool & doubts her own judgement. Must be hard working in an industry that values taste, style & flair if you have none. She’s never found a unique voice or point of view like Anna, Estee, Fleur et al. She just fumbles around trying to emulate what others do - often quite badly. I feel a bit sorry for her.
If she has censored herself so much to stop controversy or backlash then it's not doing her "career" any favours. If she does all these exciting things off camera and chooses not to show just some of it then I thinks she's doomed as a blogger/influencer/vlogger.
It does seem ironic that someone who shows no creativity in any way, shape or form has chosen to work in a creative field. A content creator with no taste, style or flair is just a boring sales person, which is more inline with her degree in marketing/advertising and assumed choice of career.