I agree with your post but then she has referred to thinking of her old pre-baby self (and other women who don't have children) as 'irrelevant' and as 'having no value.' Maybe she doesn't believe this at all and is just trying to convince herself of it so she can feel better about 'New Lily' and let go of 'Old Lily.'Lily seems to feel that she misses her "old life", is envious of the opportunities that other influencers are getting and thinks it's because she's a mum that she's losing out. She also seems bitter because she followed the most basic life path and hasn't found satisfaction at the end. She did everything "right" and isn't very happy.