She says she is on a “self-esteem development journey at the moment”? I take that to mean that the reality of her vlogging/blogging/instagramming is hitting home and she is now having to confront that reality. She knows about this thread and probably reads it. This is probably her first real taste of outside opinions of her accounts, beyond the odd negative DM or comment. This must be difficult because the opinions on this thread are going to be much closer to general public opinion than the comments she gets directly on her accounts. She has been blogging and on Instagram for years but only recently grew popular enough for a wider public awareness. It is not a coincidence that it’s only recently her employer has insisted that she stops mentioning her job and the pictures and stories of her kids have now all but disappeared.
But even when she had fewer followers, almost everybody she knows will have been aware of her accounts. Her non-Disney friends, her work colleagues, the parents of her children’s friends, her children’s teachers etc. The face to face comments she received were probably really positive but this thread is a little window into what a lot of those people really think of her accounts and would never say to her face. That must be really difficult, particularly when her social media over-sharing goes back years and involved a lot of over-sharing of her own children. It’s hard when reality hits you in the face.