. The fact that treacherous
witch wrote that out and put it on the internet forever is sickening. My mate passed away by a certain method and his girlfriend found him. The only reason anyone knows how is because she was screaming hysterically in the street and days afterwards was still saying it because of the shock. It was
bleeping horrific and horrendous.
I have attempted suicide 3 times in my life - I never told anyone except medical staff who attended and the people who found me each time. It’s an incredibly personal thing to share with someone, and you feel ( well I did anyway ) a burning shame that you attempted it. Plus there is the internal disappointment that you did not succeed.
It’s a devastating time for everyone and the thought of someone who I don’t even know properly or like using my attempt or successful method and sharing that with thousands of people on the internet, to be seen forever…it fills me with absolute horror and disgust at the person who did that to me. Alice using the most distressing time in her sister’s life, and also the girl’s mum and dad’s life, is beyond the
bleeping pale and is one of the many reasons I
bleeping hate Alice Evans and hope she gets what’s
bleeping coming to her. Despicable
bleep.
On a lighter note ( sort of ) my life is better now. I’m with someone who gives a
tit about me, doesn’t hit me, cheat etc and the MH problems I had for years are better because they’ve been officially diagnosed and I’m on the proper medication now so even self harm doesn’t happen often. Only in times when I’m extremely stressed or been upset by something. I have learnt not to absorb mean words towards me as that results in me hating myself and therefore cutting. It’s a long process that will be with me for life but I’m glad I wasn’t successful in my attempts. The ideations are there daily but I can even ignore them now most of the time.
Anyway, that’s my MH Ted Talk done! Have a nice day all
IYKYK
