Sorry but you planned to fall pregnant during a fucking pandemic. I fell pregnant in December and had my baby in august. This isn’t the world I wanted to have my baby in. My baby who screamed at me when I got her out the car for her 8 week jabs as she didn’t know who I was wearing a mask. My baby who has only met a few family members. My baby who I worry daily I’m not enough for because I try my best to do play time and sensory time and aid her development as we can’t go to baby classes.
My husband is a teacher and in the spring lockdown didn’t get put on the rota for key workers children as I was pregnant and classed as vulnerable. Now we have an almost 3 month old baby and she isn’t classed as vulnerable and he worries every day he’s bringing it home to us and she’s going to be poorly. I wouldn’t have planned to have a baby in this because we all knew it wasn’t going away any time soon. We also just had our first wedding anniversary and couldnt do anything for it. It’s fucking hard and no manifesting or positive thinking changes that. so grace, kindly fuck off