She liked the idea of it all, being a YouTuber, going to events, having friends and a busy social life, but she couldn’t hack the reality, especially when those friends were really nothing more than colleagues working in the same industry, or wannabes leeching off her fame. She bleeping loves the money it’s all brought her though. And there’s nothing wrong with not liking that lifestyle, I’d hate it too, but everything is black and white for gobs, and it didn’t have to be all or nothing. She could have ditched the clubs, events and London party scene, cultivated some real friendships and done things she does enjoy, joined a choir, gone to the theatre regularly. A swimming or walking group, anything! Still not too late Gabbie…
Stop comparing yourself to your influencer peers and do things that would make you happy, instead of nothing at all.