Legitimately felt depressed for her watching that vlog. I want to scream at her because itās so clear what is going on and sheās been like this for years now. She REALLY needs to take charge of her life and mental health.
Her healing process sounds largely normal. I personally donāt think she really had āinfectionsā, I presume she means bacterial infections as she mentioned antibiotics but then make a big fuss out of some nasty junk coming out of her nose. If she had a bacterial infection she would be seeing all sorts of nastiness on a daily basis. I wouldnāt put it past Gabby to misinterpret / exaggerate a mild cold or flu into what I presume she thinks was a sinus infection which isnāt unusual in flu season.
Anyway. The obsession with her health is really inhibiting her. I 100% believe that she enjoys being sick for the attention it gets her. She can revert back to being a child and have Mum look after her. I donāt know whether she is fully aware that she is deliberately doing this
She desperately needs therapy, proper medication and the beginnings of a routine. I donāt know how she can watch back her vlogs and not see the cycle she has been in for so long. Meanwhile she is getting bigger and bigger and feeling even worse about herself. Iāve always held back on commenting on her weight as having had an ED myself I just donāt think itās the most important thing about someone. But sheās clearly spiralling SO badly.