She was still incredibly skinny after recovery but compared to her before (and now) she looked a lot better. More glowing and a lot cuter.
it IS very sad that she fell of the wagon so incredibly hard and so incredibly fast.
I still struggle from time to time with my ED, especially when I feel stressed, but it doesn't get me anymore. It's like someone in the back is turning on the radio. Now, in stead of dancing to the music, I walk to the radio and try to turn it down and if that is impossible I do my best to ignore the sound as much as possible
I wish this for her as well.
It's okay if it still comes up from time to time, I think that is natural for most people who have suffered for years, but life is so much better without it ALL the time. But I fear it's too late.