i've finally come out from the shadows to rant about Elle because after following and watching her for years, i genuinely don't get her and i think turning to faith is just the last thing i expected. she always came across as spoilt and a little bratty, but had some decent recipes and seemed like a nice enough, well educated vlogger that was harder to find in the mid 2000s.
how could someone who really had life handed to them manage to fall so far? i remember her talking about growing up in a really affluent area of victoria (BC), going to law school in the uk (talk about foreign student fees), doing her internship in hong kong and getting a really prestigious masters in toronto. we had really different styles and i always thought she was a bit of a brat, but she was different from the cookie cutter beauty gurus that moved to LA to sell me rebranded colorpop or morphe makeup.
i dunno, it just makes me sad that an educated, bright woman who really had the world as her oyster (pearl pun intended) -- managed to make so little of herself. what about friends, or cultivating a rich inner life? what about taking her fashion/jewelry brands to the next level and creating an aspirational lifestyle for her customers? stringing together pearls is one thing but she's limited to the economies of scale, with her social media account she could have created something bigger than herself, a company with a luxury vision and a unique balance in the fashion world.
anyways, thanks for letting me lament. it's a shame because i think at one point i was really cheering on for her, as narcissistic and vapid as she is. even though she was a monster with Joe, heartbreak usually leads to an intense period of growth yet in her case it was stagnation and then regression. i worry about her daughter growing up in a conservative environment and for her sake i hope she finds a way to protect her baby and guide her through life.