As much as I can't stand her I have to agree, I did feel a bit for her there. Demi we know you read here all of the time. It's natural to be scared of change. I'm a lot closer to my mam now that I no longer live at home. We see each other all of the time (obviously pre covid), we talk every day, and i'm sure it will be the same for you and your family. Just because you have your own home doesn't mean you can't spend Christmas Eve with your mam, you still can have it both ways. Don't feel as though you have to do everything on your own because you don't. Like the others have said, this is what we liked you for in the beginning, honesty. Now cut the tit and bring back the old Demi, stop pretending to be something you're not because it will only make you miserable.