Sorry that you're not getting the support you need from your husband.Thank you.
He is for the most part as he knows what she is like, but we don't have the best relationship. He's not very good at being emotionally supportive, it was the same when I had the kids. I'm trying not to make any rash decisions about our relationship because I know I'm not in the best place to make big life decisions.
Oh to have my mum to talk to!
Sometimes, it does take something huge to happen for you to re-evaluate your life. I was in a long-term relationship when my mum died and I realised that the man I was was not the one. He didn't say it, but I felt like it was all a huge inconvenience to him. I ended it soon after.
I hope you in time decide what's best for you.
It's an unsettling feeling isn't it! I definitely need some sort of therapy to deal with that.i also feel like i have a clock ticking above my head because she was only in her 50s and i just have a terrible feeling now that i’m going to die young too