This is something that’s been circling round my head a lot over the last 6 months.
I was with my ex for a year, we broke up in December. There was absolutely no sign at all for me he was seeing anyone else. He was open about me with his friends/family, met my friends and family, he was flaky but I had no inclination it was to do with another woman.
He too called me another name on a number of occasions. I asked him about who this person was. He fed me a totally whole convoluted story and I thought nothing of it again.
A week after we split, he spent Christmas with a woman (we had planned to spend Christmas together) and I was confused. He put this all over his social media. A bit of digging a few weeks later and yes - he is with a woman with the name that he called me (and he still is, as far as I am aware. I haven’t looked at his social media in months). The last I saw, he even had the audacity to put “in a relationship with x since x” - the exact month I had met him 12 months prior - public, so I can see it despite not even being his friend.
I was absolutely heartbroken and confused. My initial instinct was of course to message this woman. He made it SO easy - he splashed her all over everything! Why, I’ll never understand - maybe he wants me to retaliate.
What is interesting is that she has blocked me. I have never had any correspondence with her, she would not know who I am from anything I have done. I don’t feature on his social media at all anymore. Which of course means that he has clearly told her a pack of lies about me. Do I want to set her straight and show her all the evidence that I was very much in a relationship with him too? Absolutely. I want to clear my name and call him out for the piece of tit he is.
But what is it going to achieve? He has clearly set the groundwork for me to be something I’m not. By the way, this guy got in touch with me a few times weeks after we split, wanting to meet up and carry on as we were. He would have carried on this facade for as long as he could get away with it - he did it seamlessly for a year so I have no doubt could still he doing it now with both of us clueless.
I’m not saying this to spite this woman - does she deserve to know? Yes absolutely. But I don’t deserve to be dragged through the mud and be part of some toxic warped situation. He knows the truth and so do I. I’m not trying to be a martyr, literally just saving myself from the agony or hurt of being the scorned woman who he “didn’t pick.”
I have no ill feeling toward her and sometimes I do feel guilty that I haven’t told her - but I have a strong suspicion she wouldn’t believe me if I did, and I don’t want any chance for this complete hole to make up a pack of lies about me.
They will come unstuck in the end, and if they don’t well, so be it. Selfishly, I don’t want any part of it. Reading all these perspectives does make me panic slightly that I should get in touch with her (my sister was of the immediate opinion that I should absolutely message her) but in what way will it make me feel good at all?