Thank you all again for your kinds thoughts, it brings me peace to know I can come on here and express my thoughts and feelings. Which I do with close friends and family but sometimes it’s easier to bawl my eyeballs out on here than it is face to face as I’m an extremely ugly cryer
Still not heard nowt from Dr’s which has pissed me off, considering I mentioned my mental health in my request it’s just as well I’m not on the
bleeping edge!
Anyhow I have dug out one of my tree’s and decorations…….Don’t believe I’ve mentioned but I am one of those people who put’s up multiple trees and generally start beginning of November as by time I have finished all my trees/decorations it’s December, each room has a theme and I don’t mean grinch/candy cane
tit. Anyhow I haven’t felt the want to put any trees up so tonight I’m going to make a start. I have just finished my plate of M&S spicey rice and chicken (true story
) poured myself a large vodka and coke and away I go and get stuck in to something I love and brings me joy.
Thank you all again