Thank you all again for your kinds thoughts, it brings me peace to know I can come on here and express my thoughts and feelings. Which I do with close friends and family but sometimes it’s easier to bawl my eyeballs out on here than it is face to face as I’m an extremely ugly cryer
![Grinning face with sweat :sweat_smile: 😅](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/joypixels/emoji-assets@5.0/png/64/1f605.png)
Still not heard nowt from Dr’s which has pissed me off, considering I mentioned my mental health in my request it’s just as well I’m not on the
bleeping edge!
Anyhow I have dug out one of my tree’s and decorations…….Don’t believe I’ve mentioned but I am one of those people who put’s up multiple trees and generally start beginning of November as by time I have finished all my trees/decorations it’s December, each room has a theme and I don’t mean grinch/candy cane
tit. Anyhow I haven’t felt the want to put any trees up so tonight I’m going to make a start. I have just finished my plate of M&S spicey rice and chicken (true story
![Rolling on the floor laughing :rofl: 🤣](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/joypixels/emoji-assets@5.0/png/64/1f923.png)
) poured myself a large vodka and coke and away I go and get stuck in to something I love and brings me joy.
Thank you all again
![Red heart :heart: ❤](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/joypixels/emoji-assets@5.0/png/64/2764.png)