So today has been a crap day as I have been really down and having a self absorbed moment.
. As I know many others do I have depression and anxiety which I can normally manage (medication, humour and counselling). One thing I know about myself is that I can’t cope with uncertainty, and I can take
tit news so long as I am given it (iyswim), and I can’t cope with being left dangling. I am technically furlowed (though doing a bit of work anyway from home) and today was my booked and pre-arranged phone call with my employer to say what happens next - ie my start date for work or my furlough being extended. 5 mins before the call, HR ring me to say oh we forgot about you and have double booked ourselves. We might call later if we are done, or it might be tomorrow or later in the week. I was too shocked to reply with anything other than ok
. I know they are busy but they know my medical history and this has really upset and annoyed me
. Please excuse this pity party but I needed to get this out