Not long back from seeing my oncology nurse and I’m wiped out
![Unamused face :unamused: 😒](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/joypixels/emoji-assets@5.0/png/64/1f612.png)
. Bloods done again and from the way I’m feeling I’ve prob got some sort of infection…being admitted was mentioned but I’m better off at home…I’m only 10 mins from the hospital. Meant to be having chemo on Friday again but don’t think I’m well enough……it’s just
tit because this genuinely gives me anxiety……that if I don’t get the chemo into me the tumours will grow and spread and my life will be shortened even more than the prognosis of 2-3 years……I really appreciate all the support and love here girls……it honestly means so much to me
![Two hearts :two_hearts: 💕](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/joypixels/emoji-assets@5.0/png/64/1f495.png)
![Two hearts :two_hearts: 💕](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/joypixels/emoji-assets@5.0/png/64/1f495.png)
And this is a screenshot of the last message exchange between Tea Spill and Shannen………it needs no explanation from me but Tea Spill did not reply to her