What that should say is
I decided to go back to my husband and no longer pretend I've brought my own place when I'm actually renting other people homes through air b&b.
Now my husband is back from Japan I like to keep up an act, you know the acting like being with him is really depressing so bare with.
I'm no longer close enough to tongue rim my fucked up sister and her husbands arsehole so please allow me space and time to grieve for that life i wanted with them being a throuple.
I'm back to having to be an actual mum and wife now and I don't like it.
You are my world, my everything, I adore you, I love you sooo much