ReginaPhalangee
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Oh god this is awful, but it might be cathartic to confess it I guess?
Years ago I was really drunk at a party at my brother’s house and ended up smoking in the garden with my sister-in-law’s older brother (he’s about 10 years older than me). Anyway we’d always had a bit of a flirtation and I did have a little crush on him, but we ended up discussing whether we could have a one night stand and it not get weird. I said I’d probably develop feelings so it wasn’t a good idea, but later on in the night after more shots declared that he “wouldn’t be able to handle me in bed” because I was apparently “wild” while he looked absolutely shocked. Then repeated a rumour I’d heard about him that I apparently wasn’t supposed to know so he spent a good portion of the party upstairs being upset and having to be consoled by my sister-in-law The next day my brother rang me to try and find out who I had heard the rumour from but I didn’t want to drop the person in it as they were also related to my sis-in-law, but I was too hungover to think on my feet and it was all just a massive cringey mess. It’s been nearly 10 years, I’m married with 2 kids now and I dunno if he remembers any of it but I cringe into a little ball if that night pops into my head. I just have avoided him as much as possible ever since and at family things plaster a rictus grin on my face and do a customary false “hiiiii how are youuuu” and air kisses before hastily fleeing the area. Pretty sure my brother and his wife know about the crush I had as well which makes it even worse!
Years ago I was really drunk at a party at my brother’s house and ended up smoking in the garden with my sister-in-law’s older brother (he’s about 10 years older than me). Anyway we’d always had a bit of a flirtation and I did have a little crush on him, but we ended up discussing whether we could have a one night stand and it not get weird. I said I’d probably develop feelings so it wasn’t a good idea, but later on in the night after more shots declared that he “wouldn’t be able to handle me in bed” because I was apparently “wild” while he looked absolutely shocked. Then repeated a rumour I’d heard about him that I apparently wasn’t supposed to know so he spent a good portion of the party upstairs being upset and having to be consoled by my sister-in-law The next day my brother rang me to try and find out who I had heard the rumour from but I didn’t want to drop the person in it as they were also related to my sis-in-law, but I was too hungover to think on my feet and it was all just a massive cringey mess. It’s been nearly 10 years, I’m married with 2 kids now and I dunno if he remembers any of it but I cringe into a little ball if that night pops into my head. I just have avoided him as much as possible ever since and at family things plaster a rictus grin on my face and do a customary false “hiiiii how are youuuu” and air kisses before hastily fleeing the area. Pretty sure my brother and his wife know about the crush I had as well which makes it even worse!