I bought a new summer dress today. It's been a loooooong time since I dressed up. The last time I got really dolled up/dressed up was pre-COVID in 2019. I got home, tried the dress on with some really nice shoes and I felt meh. Dressing up doesn't bring me any joy anymore. I just feel really blasé. I don't enjoy the whole getting dressed up, getting my hair and makeup done the way I used to. I just feel really stupid and overdressed. Plus, for some reason, I've developed some body insecurities which I never had before these repeated lockdowns. I used to be pretty confident in my body, but I now I find a new flaw every single time I look at myself in the mirror. I don't know what's going on. I get zero pleasure from trying to look good. It's pointless.