exCUSE ME? Good grief, I give up, I'm starting calorie counting until I actually know what I'm eating. This is preposterous
Today went down the drain a bit in the afternoon. Went on a walk and my breakfast and lunch were decent but I had a bag of crisps (small bag), a few pieces of chocolate, a 250ml bottle of very sweet ginger ale and a bowl of rice with no protein or veggies in the span of a few hours. Not sure what triggered me but I have a suspect. Yesterday I had 43 grams (!!) of crisps, I even went to the trouble of weighing them and counting the calories (188 yikes) which wasn't a big deal in the grand scheme of things but with junk like this, once I start, I keep going even though I don't even really enjoy it.
Now that it's out there, I'm going back on the diet. Guilt pushes me into some disordered behaviours and I don't want to struggle with that again.