This could be. He could have been in a dark place. I'm not discounting that, don't get me wrong. I've been in my own dark places before with dark thoughts, if you will.
I guess I just would never dream of making a vlog about it (or even alluding to it), and then monetizing it.
(I'm presuming he's monetizing it - I didn't see anything otherwise).
I guess similar to how when Jenn would get on camera and yap about her Target panic attack right after, YoU GuYZZzzzz.
After one has a real, legit, full-blown panic attack, you are in tears, you feel horrible, like an idiot, you're confused, you're frazzled, you're drained... you don't jump on a camera to chat away like nothing just happened.