The only experience I’ve had of death is being with my dad when he passed away. He was rushed into hospital unconscious with high levels of carbon dioxide, he had COPD. We couldn’t go with him as it was in the middle of covid. The hospital kept us fully updated and I had to have a conversation with them about whether they would resuscitate him or not, I knew that with the height levels of carbon dioxide and generally how he was that there was it was likely he wouldn’t be coming home as well as he was before the incident, so I agreed for him not to be resuscitated but the hospital would obviously try all they could, they did and my dad actually made treatment very difficult mainly with the confusion etc that he was suffering.
The next day they called to say we needed to get there to say goodbye, when we arrived he was so peaceful, just sedated and on a little oxygen pipe, a lovely nurse had been sat with him so he wasn’t alone, I came and sat with him holding his hand and talking to him, and then he just stopped breathing and gently passed away.
I appreciate my dad wasn’t a child and he wasn’t my child, he was a man who had lived life to the full, however I absolutely adored him and he was my best friend too, but although everything in me wanted to scream just wake up dad, I knew it wasn’t right for him. Most of all that his death was peaceful and almost perfect. It didn’t frighten me, there was no panic, he was just sleeping and left. The staff were incredible, from keeping us updated to treating him with such dignity and never leaving him, to even breaking the social distancing and hugging us when he’d gone.
I really hope Archies mum gets to the point where she can just let her boy go, and peacefully, it’s sad and not easy but the gentle planned ‘switch off’ is so peaceful.
And I’m not saying this as someone sat with rose tinted glasses about the nhs, I’ve been a victim of medical negligence and have a worsened disability because of a surgeon believing he knew best, but yet put the X-ray the wrong way around, so I know full well how mistakes can and do happen and some are fatal. I don’t think this is the case with Archie and sadly think his mum is clutching at straws.