Few comments from the podcast…
Went into a club in the big market last week and I got asked for ID, I told them I was 30 and he said I don’t care I want to see your ID I don’t think you are 30
I’m at the point where I’ve got to try and learn how to balance my life better because there is not many hours in the day and I feel like I’ve got to work , I’m on zooms, I’ve got phone calls, I’ve got to speak to agents I’ve got to speak to brands and I’ve got to also look after the kids, and cook and clean and it’s like there is not enough hours in the day to do all this
I think people look at social media and think ahhh they don’t even work or do much and it’s like they don’t realise what goes into it.
(Remy spoke about taking her son to hospital)
That was like me the other day I took Oakley to the hospital but I didn’t post anything because I couldn’t be arsed with loads and loads of messages but he pulls his peg out and there’s not that many parents who are trained in the community to put it back in so I put it back in and it was fine but a few days later he went off his food, the peg looked weird I wasn’t happy so I called one of the community team and said can you come and check it and she come and said no it’s absolutely fine you put it in amazingly don’t worry then ummmm (big pause) 2 days later I wasn’t happy so I took him to A&E and my friends a nurse in A&E so we got seen to straight away but that wasn’t the point I was still fuming so I went there he looked like he had a big blister underneath it and they basically said he had granulation? So when you have a wound it can cause granulation and she was like it must of been the trauma of pulling the belly out so they took his peg out put a new one back in and then I said there’s an infection there and she said no I don’t think it’s infected and the community team said it wasn’t infected either so I said ‘No I think it is he’s gone off his food and he’s very sweaty he asnt got a temperature but it just doesn’t look right, I said I want you to swab it they said we don’t need too, I said I want it swabbed and I am not leaving until it’s swabbed.. so they swabbed it then sent me home with some cream then a few days later the hospital rang me and said oh it is infected and I was like I fucking knew! so he’s on antibiotics, just because they have more brain cells than us they don’t always know our child.
Oakley is doing amazing but don’t get me wrong this next surgery is horrific, there’s a lady I speak to whos son has Aperts, he’s 2 months younger than Oakley but he’s just had Oakleys surgery that he’s due, she sent me some photos and stuff, the baby looks amazing but it’s just really panicked me even more than I was, I think it’s just hard trying to get past that part.
My worst birthday was last year I was on my own and I wasn’t in a good place, my best birthday was when I was 16 my mum did a party and it was fancy dress and I went as tinkerbell obviously it was like a slutty tinkerbell, my mum and dad were together at that point and all my family come down from London so it was a huge family event, that was my only big birthday party that I’ve ever had, I dont like things like that so I’ve never done a big party thing so even last weekend that was a big thing.
Remy says - ‘you don’t like being the centre of attention do you?’
No I just couldn’t do it I’m too much socially awkward, I have my people who I feel comfortable around and people who I just talk to but I still don’t feel comfortable around them.. I talk to them just coz I probably have too (Remy laughs)
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I don’t have time to constantly talk to people then have a party where they all come too and then I have to have a full blown conversation with them or dance with them, I don’t have time for that.
I’ve bought my own present once, I wanted this certain bag and the kids dad said will you order it he did pay, I ordered it then when it come I wanted to open it but he wouldn’t let me before my birthday and I was like well I ordered it.