I have always had disordered eating and I suffered from bulimia. When it was at its worst I was at a slimming club and eating less than even their suggestion (1200 calories a day was what they said I should eat to lose weight) and going to the gym. I would eat hardly anything all week but pig out after weigh in and make myself sick.
I havenāt made myself sick for quite a long time now but my comfort eating is off the scale and I have put on so much weight. I donāt recognise myself physically or mentally and the self-loathing is real.
Only my husband and one of my friends know about it. Itās not that I donāt want to talk about it, or Iām ashamedā¦I just think food issues are so common and itās a difficult topic. Thereās no chance I would use it for clout, especially if I had a big platform but whatās even worse imo is her lying about it. I donāt speak for anyone with bulimia or other eating disorders but I donāt believe a word of it. Something she ends up claiming to have will be true and itāll be the girl who cried wolf.
I havenāt made myself sick for quite a long time now but my comfort eating is off the scale and I have put on so much weight. I donāt recognise myself physically or mentally and the self-loathing is real.
Only my husband and one of my friends know about it. Itās not that I donāt want to talk about it, or Iām ashamedā¦I just think food issues are so common and itās a difficult topic. Thereās no chance I would use it for clout, especially if I had a big platform but whatās even worse imo is her lying about it. I donāt speak for anyone with bulimia or other eating disorders but I donāt believe a word of it. Something she ends up claiming to have will be true and itāll be the girl who cried wolf.
Howling at her saying Ekin Su answered her Q and A
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