I hope your son gets the help he needs
you're an amazing mother for pushing for the help, once he's on the right medication & got the right help he will appreciate all you've done to help him
I honestly wish my husband mother was like you, hes suffered with his mh for the past 17 years, he never told anyone till he told me about 7 years ago (we were just colleagues then). About 5 years ago I convinced him to get help & I finally convinced him to tell his parents about 2 years ago. His dad is so supportive, but his mum just keeps telling him he needs to come off his meds & just think happy thoughts & drink actimel because the probiotics are supposedly good for depression. If only it was as easy as just thinking happy thoughts