I think she took her squeaky clean image seriously when she worked children's TV. She'd go out but she'd never go wild. Then she got married and started having kids. I think just as Fearne was sorting her head and realising that all that partying wasn't actually for her, Holly was meeting more people and getting the chance to go a bit mad and didn't have to worry so much about what kids watching her on TV would think. She's a sweet person but in the last 5 years or so anytime I've mixed with her she has been coked up, that whole crowd see it as part of the night out routine. There's a big divide because like I said, a lot of the people linked to them are just over all of that. Some times they do a bump before leaving a bar so they look bright eyed for the paps and not all bleary and drunk- an old Primrose Hill gang trick. They're poor hearts! I wonder how they're getting on with the lockdowns actuallyI wonder why she embraced it so late. I know her husband is a tv exec and they are notorious for the marching powder so maybe it's his influence?
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