Rant - possible trigger warning - ED's
I was just stalking her Insta, and went way way back. She looks completely different, just a complete shell of what she used to be. She has aged so much, and I thought all these powders were ment to keep her youthful looking..
Even when she just had given birth to
I feel like Focks was never throw around as much as Makka is, always looking like a bobble head prop. Always in videos or pictures where it isn't 100% necessary to have him in there. I just feel sorry for both these kids being used as props basically now, with Focks cooking channel and all.
I dunno, maybe it's just me but for a minute I felt sorry for Sarah, she doesn't know where she fits in anymore on social media, like her time is coming up and she is scrambling. But it's all over the place, these days, it's just messy and so repetitive. Every story is the same.
But then I remember what an asshole she is and I don't feel sorry for her anymore....
Another thought I had, does anyone know if she ever touched on things like morning sickness or the unglamorous sides of pregnancy at all? Or did she just paint it to be watery smoothies and a beautiful bump with no stretch marks or any imperfections. Because I know all these influencers are lying and full of
tit when they bang on about what they ate through their first trimester, how it was all fruit smoothies and rainbows, because for me I was so sick and didn't even wanna look at a vegetable, the thought of it made me sick. Most of them just shill a product they are sponsored for "preventing stretch marks", when I have a feeling deep down, maybe they are getting some other stretch mark treatment they don't disclose? I know some people are blessed with genetics and don't get stretch marks, but it seems to be ALL influencers, even celebrities, they never get a single stretch mark. Or unless I haven't came across someone that actually shows these sides of pregnancy.
I've had to unfollow all influencers this pregnancy, because I have stretch marks and am just starting to eat well again, they all make me honestly feel like a failure in my own pregnancy. It honestly triggers my past EDs. The downsides to seeing others painting a perfect life on Instagram, making me question my own.
Maybe it's just my pregnancy hormones hating on Sarah and influences, but does anyone else feel the same?