I hate how Sarah's "competitiveness" (ego and unmanaged neurosis) not only bleeds into everything she does - but is so normalized within her mind/household/family. You don't need to be in the most pain, have the highest pain tolerance, or whatever else. It doesn't make her better than anyone else.
I get that it's very much an ED thing, and can relate to Sarah on the whole feeling that things need to be punishing in order to be good enough. I think it's fairly common with eating disorders to feel as if you need to be actively suffering in order for whatever you do to be "enough." However, Sarah is almost 30 and while there are no time perimeters on mental illness, she has every resource in the world to get help. Even if she isn't ready for help with the eating, she needs some form of therapy or she's going to continue to hurt herself and, more importantly, her children.
I can't understand people stanning her anymore. Her videos and entire persona is so harsh and negative. All she does is complain and preach about how much better she is than everyone else in the world (but also *so relatable*).