I couldn't watch with the sound on because it felt cringe, but at the same time it was lovely to see her let loose a bit, she is always so structured and straight-laced usually, so it was a nice change. Talking of straight-laced, I cannot get over how completely different her sister is - do you think she just thought, I'll never live up to a sister like Ruby so I am just going to go completely crazy and off the rails so nobody can possibly compare us? It comes across that way, anyway - must be hard growing up with a sister like Ruby, however lovely she is surely there is competition? Unless that is just me, I am a very competitive person by nature and my brother and I are honestly totally different people, but I still used to compete and compare when we were younger! I wonder why she still hasn't created a video to address why she moved home and what Blakeney's situation is now. They seemed so suited to living together, it was lovely to see Ruby interacting on a social level in her videos, not just studying. I do honestly like Ruby, I think she's sweet, but I do worry for her because her obsessive "life control" just doesn't seem healthy?