Of course I've always been upset by child abuse and child ssxual abuse stories, but since my nephews have come along I'm traumatised by what goes on in this world.
Recently a man in Ireland waa convicted of raping a 6 month old baby girl-i couldn't even bear to read the article.
Im the same as age as Jame bulger would be and I've always been aware of what happened and how awful it is, but seeing my nephews at the same age as him and their personalites and stage of development and thinking of what he went through just rips my heart into a million pieces. Same with every case of child abuse I've read or heard about.
Regarding the demand in child sex abuse images, I totally believe the demand is greater than we would ever imagine.
I'm not a man hater but they truly do walk among us disguised as normal people.
Years ago a friend of mine was seeing a guy. Went drinking and for dinner with them a few times, slept in bed with 2 of them after a night out (drunk early 20s days, it's not aa weird as it sounds). He wasn't someone I really clicked with but I got on with him.
She stopped seeing him, and confided in me a while later she had found out he had been arrested for killing a sheep in a very violent way and possession of images of child sex abuse. He hadn't told her and she had found out from someone in the know. I would have never suspected something was off about him, in fact he seemed very innocent and like a simple country young lad.