I just made this account to vent. I've been following her off and on for years and now I remember why I need a break from her. I discovered her through her friend who used to do youtube Marie bits and clips who now goes by a different name. Marie, which I am also over her wannabe manic pixie dream girl I'm sooo eccentric personality, anyway. Marie has 4 whole ass kids her youngest is like I don't know 3-6 months younger than Alder so Kristi has friends who have done the mom thing. And Marie also has the tragic story Kristi can relate to and they are close because they just went on a lake vacation together some time this month, per Marie's instastories.
I am tired of people who have all the resources and does not use them. She mentioned she briefly talked to a therapist right after she gave birth. I have no clue why she stopped. It is obvious that so much of her personality is wrapped up in trauma- wether it be losing her mother at a young age, her health issues, wanting kids and not being able to have them. It doesn't take a shrink to connect that she hasn't really dealt with the impact of losing her mom and how that has impacted her especially the tendency to make all health issues seem like life and death. She is also so misguided about her own diagnoses of PCOS I have two sisters with that, you can't cure it but you manage the very crappy symptoms that come with PCOS and yes many Drs are also misguided about PCOS and want to always blame a person's weight. She can buy herself all the expensive equipment but she is only setting herself up for failure. Especially if she is only moving her body to only lose weight and not because she enjoys it and its good for her mental health. It is annoying that she is putting up her paleton vids and she doesn't get how triggering that can be for someone who is dealing with disordered eating and ED's. She will eventually stop doing her exercises and will get upset when people ask her about it, but she opened herself up by showing her annoying paleton stories.
I also wonder if her relationship with Marie , she having no problem showing her kids ,and Kristi's supposed privacy stance will get in the way of their relationship. Kristi must know when she goes on her rants about supposed privacy that her friend is also included in that. Marie has always been a mom vlogger and has made what little money she made off of YT on putting her kids on camera. Marie came back to youtube for one video after she got pregnant with her 4th , like if it wasn't obvious that she needs the money and milked her baby story I don't know what is. I agree with what everyone has said regarding she not really ready for the reality of motherhood and I think she probably saw other mom's like her friend Marie that always come across so insta perfect and figured that's how it would be for her too. But, as many have said most parent's don't show or talk about how hard it can be and she is getting a reality check and I guess she is maybe starting to miss her childfree days. Which I think any parent has the right to vent, but she needs to vent to a therapist and actually do the work the therapist asks of her. Glad I could vent here.
That’s hardly much creativity on her part.
she is insufferable.
