For the first time, I dont want to read the whole thing. I actually cant be arsed!
As far as I got, I can kind of sympathise with her, if what she is saying is true. I too am small of boob, I struggled with BF for a few weeks with both of mine, and then I switched to formula for the good of both my babies and myself.
Yes I was disappointed but I gave it my best shot.
What I don't get is paragraph after paragraph of her soaring guilt and total destruction and oh woe is
bleeping me because that is NOT the person we see every day on Insta. Shr writes as if she is hugely over emotionally invested in everything and everyone that happens upon her. I'm not gonna deny anyone their emotions but....that is not who she is! That is not the same person who uploads dirty baby feet, poop in pools, cackles at her husband's private conversations and shares literally no opinion, no point of view or emotion on camera EVER.
Sorry but yeah