'Pixi The Crap Goth' On the beg

[evoway13]

I'm watching Pixi's video in small amounts. She said Kori had no psychological support for the last three years - other than a phone call or someone on zoom - when he needed to see someone face to face to talk to. Now I've thought about it, it was due to the pandemic - no one else saw medical professionals face to face either. My local GP is still not seeing as many patients face to face ad most appointments are over the phone.

She also says Kori ran down their 'driveway' to run onto the road into the path of a lorry. Pixi says their driveway is really long so, she managed to catch up with him. Kori could barely walk !!!!!Their driveway has room for two cars and their street is a residential street.....it looks like lorries won't fit down it as there's a small roundabout at one end that lorries cannot negotiate. She says she rang social services (that would be the last agency I would ring) and they told her to take him to hospital.....she added that he was kicking and punching her....Pixi seems utterly appalled at the idea of taking a suicidal child to A & E but, that's the standard practice.....and then she adds 'during the covid pandemic' - yet she's just been complaining about Kori not being able to speak to someone face to face.....I get the feeling that if someone turned up at the house to see Kori, that wouldn't have been good enough either. Pixi then states that a policeman could've come to make sure Kori was safe (???). She also states that Kori often doesn't speak to other people due to his autism....but, an email/phonecall wasn't adequate. Pixi wants to set up an advice line and email for families who may have a crisis in the middle of the night - but, it won't be manned during the night,

When Kori is 'upstairs crying' - her friends in the USA keep her 'sane'......shouldn't you be supporting your son when he's sobbing and not chatting online to your pals??...........

This video was from March this year

 

[Libertine1975]

I'm watching Pixi's video in small amounts. She said Kori had no psychological support for the last three years - other than a phone call or someone on zoom - when he needed to see someone face to face to talk to. Now I've thought about it, it was due to the pandemic - no one else saw medical professionals face to face either. My local GP is still not seeing as many patients face to face ad most appointments are over the phone.

She also says Kori ran down their 'driveway' to run onto the road into the path of a lorry. Pixi says their driveway is really long so, she managed to catch up with him. Kori could barely walk !!!!!Their driveway has room for two cars and their street is a residential street.....it looks like lorries won't fit down it as there's a small roundabout at one end that lorries cannot negotiate. She says she rang social services (that would be the last agency I would ring) and they told her to take him to hospital.....she added that he was kicking and punching her....Pixi seems utterly appalled at the idea of taking a suicidal child to A & E but, that's the standard practice.....and then she adds 'during the covid pandemic' - yet she's just been complaining about Kori not being able to speak to someone face to face.....I get the feeling that if someone turned up at the house to see Kori, that wouldn't have been good enough either. Pixi then states that a policeman could've come to make sure Kori was safe (???). She also states that Kori often doesn't speak to other people due to his autism....but, an email/phonecall wasn't adequate. Pixi wants to set up an advice line and email for families who may have a crisis in the middle of the night - but, it won't be manned during the night,

When Kori is 'upstairs crying' - her friends in the USA keep her 'sane'......shouldn't you be supporting your son when he's sobbing and not chatting online to your pals??...........

This video was from March this year

I'm confused, Kori's second transplant rejected because he caught Covid. I remember a video of Pixi saying they had been really careful throughout the pandemic and it was when levels were really low they took him out and caught it.

I had presumed that he needed mental health support because he had decided not to try for another transplant...this indicates that he needed mental health support for other reasons.

I'm not watching the video.

 

[Eye_Spy]

I’m wondering how much more of this type of footage she has got lined up?

She couldn’t put this out while he was alive:
1 - because if she is lying about his suicide attempt then he may have watched the video
2 - because she is stating that he is in desperate need of support and not receiving it…yet we all know it’s likely that the appropriate support is being rejected. Then maybe social services would be poking their noses in and she’d be in real trouble.

She’s complaining that he needs someone to hold his hand and is desperate for someone to talk to and sit with him…then she’s saying he can’t hardly speak to people due to autism, then she’s saying that zoom calls aren’t good enough, neither is 111 or A&E, a hospice 40mins away or a hospital ward who seem happy to receive phone calls for advice…she only wants to call them in the middle of the night when they are shut. She wants social services, whose specialism is taking children away from unfit parents and the police who specialism in putting unfit parents in jail to be the saviours. She wouldn’t be in contact with people during 2 years of covid so can’t see anyone, she thinks there should be specialist palliative care trained mental health workers for children (rightly so)…but they need to specifically be based in her small town, not as would be sensible as a small team with a zoom call service that serves the entire country.

Then…she wants to personally set up a helpline to run through the night…to deal only with these niche calls from palliative care families to give them generic advice…but isn’t that just what 111 do now? But…when would she have the time…she can’t even tend to a crying terminally ill child because she’s too busy chatting to her American friends.

I am sure that she has intentionally kept back months of footage, so that she can spread it out after he passed away…knowing that her friend the doll maker would be doing the go fund me…and putting out old footage gives her time to stall and not answer questions about the money until people have given up watching. Which…if she keeps it excruciating and morbid enough with the content they will. The viewers came to support a child, they will soon drop away.

She’s a real crank, been on Twitter now getting more face tattoos and £400 dolls. When is she getting a job, that would be the shocker.

 

[evoway13]

@Eye_Spy .......her schizophrenia stops her from leaving the house - unless it's to a fund raiser in Matlock .....or a day out in Whitby.....on holiday of to a goth festival. She has no trouble going out and getting more tattoos!

I don't think she'll ever use the 'studio' in the garage. It was a ploy to get the garage ceiling mended - which she moaned about two years ago on FB. She will come up with stuff like: 'I can't use the studio as it reminds me of Kori'. Does that mean that she won't use her dining room either as that's where he passed.

 

[Eye_Spy]

Giving some thought to what actually could change or be of use to families in the same situation…if Pixi were actually serious about using her petition to seek change and not just attention/diversion from explaining the “foundation”.

(Assuming this isn’t already in place). Have specialist training on dealing with palliative care mental health needs given to psychologists based at the main hospitals dealing with the physical care of such cases (which I would assume any hospital could have some of these cases but the main ones are going to be the specialist children’s hospitals seeing the majority).

Then those same psychologists provide either zoom call support to children being seen at other hospitals or at home. For children needing home visits, then community mental health workers (such as Camhs) could make the visits…but here is the vital change…have those workers supported and guided themselves by the psychologists…to ensure that in these niche cases which those workers are not necessarily used to seeing are handled more appropriately. It also seems logical that a children’s hospice would have people trained and could provide outreach support in homes or colleague support to camhs.

A helpline for the middle of the night as suggested by Pixi I don’t see as practical, partly as it’s so niche, but also because all of the general information on what is available to families and how to access it should be being provided by the hospital as part of the discharge process…they should know how to access it before a crisis in the middle of the night. For a child in palliative care regular mental health support appointments should be an assumed need by the hospital and provided as standard, but support at random times in the middle of the night isn’t something that should be promised…if someone has chosen to take a child home rather than have them cared for at a hospice then the parent is choosing to take responsibility and should therefore have reasonable expectations about lack of instant support in the home environment on a 24/7 basis. What if they lived in the outer Hebrides? Would she also expect instant help on her doorstep then…because all of the same principles apply anywhere the NHS covers.

I’m also wondering if there is more to this story of 15 mental health workers having appointments with Kori over the last year…that seems like more than staff turnover or annual leave cover…that sounds like lack of success in the sessions and passing the case over to see if someone else can make a connection with him or make progress. That can of course be an issue with having the right training for such a difficult situation…I would imagine most sessions with a focus on improving children’s mental health would centre on improving their outlook and attitude towards their future and goal setting…something that clearly isn’t going to work for a child who is terminal and deteriorating. But…knowing what Pixi is like…I wonder if it her involvement that has caused there to so many changeovers…her not being happy with what is being provided, different opinions to her own etc.

I say this as a person who has no interest in religion…but I do wonder if for a child like Kori…something along the lines of spiritual support from a vicar/chaplin…could have been more useful. What he needed was support to help him with fear of death, but also ability to accept it with a feeling of peace, religion such as belief in greater purposes, heaven or afterlife often offers people that kind of mindset. A local religious person would also not be on a hectic appointment system and bound by procedure like the NHS staff, and could have provided the type of person who could have been willing to make regular home visits and just a basic tea and sympathy type relationship of friendship of someone who Kori could have longer term to build a trust with and express his worries to. Sometimes the answer is to look elsewhere in fairly unique cases, such as this option or charities for support…not a system such as the NHS which is overstretched and bound by admin and set processes.

We will have to watch and see what Pixi does next…I don’t this this petition is going to achieve anything…for a start I think you need 100k signatures to get it discussed by government so that’s unlikely. I think it’s just a PR move by her to show that she’s ‘working’ on something now she has donations.

 

[Eye_Spy]

So archive video of Kori doing a taste test on sweets from Nana. On Twitter Pixie says Nana…then it’s not until seeing it on YouTube that it becomes clear than Nana isn’t his grandmother but a random American sending gifts.

Which has led me to wonder…why is there not mention of any other family? Pixi’s parents/siblings/cousins. Nobody from Kori’s father’s side (just because he didn’t see his father doesn’t automatically cut off all relatives on that side surely). No mention of her husband’s family having any involvement in their lives whatsoever.

With her caring for Kori and spending time away at the hospice…I would imagine there would be support from family of some kind…if not for him…then helping with the youngest child. Maybe the in-laws are helping but aren’t being credited. I’m still trying to understand how she could be schiz needing a carer to visit her daily to motivate her to get dressed and also be caring for a terminally ill child, and get the younger one to school on time especially as she claims to need the carer with her to leave the house. Assuming the husband works…he must do of the house is owned?

I’m confused as to how the benefits system/social services didn’t pick up on her having these daily high personal care needs…yet also claiming to be so capable as to care for someone else with extremely high needs that would challenge even the most capable parent.

There have to be other people involved in this family somewhere.

 

[evoway13]

Pixi has been sent a £2,000 Alienware gaming laptop - you'd think she'd donate it to a poorly child at the hospice but, nope....she's using it for her youtube channel

She also can't get any landscapers to sort out Kori's memory garden - so, they're doing it themselves (Pixi even says they're saving 'thousand's).......I honestly think she wanted it doing for free......in the middle of a cost of living crisis

She's in London tonight for some sort of award that she's been nominated for and she's begging for people to subscribe to her channel - so she can get to 100k as it was Kori's 'last wish'...........

 

[cheesecat21]

Kori won a bravery award and she was a finalist for the carers award. As you can see she is also wearing a onesie

 

[Libertine1975]

View attachment 2440114Kori won a bravery award and she was a finalist for the carers award. As you can see she is also wearing a onesie

Thought she didn't leave the house due to anxiety or something...

 

[Eye_Spy]

She’s just posted on X. She’s bought a second hand car (not an old banger, a few thousand £ worth). She’s saying it will give her independence because she only had the motobility car before (which she could drive so what’s the difference?). She is claiming she will use to to deliver donations to the hospice and visit the cemetery (which seems to be her pre-empting justifying spending the donation money on a car for herself.

The real laugh comes in her reply to other people’s comments.

1 - she’s claiming she hasn’t driven for over a year and that her husband always had to drive her before she had this car (she is clear that her husband has a separate car…that wasn’t the motobility car). So why was she annoyed at having to return that car seeing as she never even drove it? So that means Kori was provided with an expensive motobility car that was sat on a driveway not being used?

2 - someone in the comments suggested she get the car wrapped with logos etc of the foundation to advertise it…Pixi would ‘love to’…but ‘can’t afford it’. So she suddenly has money to buy a car (after losing a big chunk of her benefits and not early being unable to tend her own garden when over £1k per month better off…surely right now she is even less able to afford a car than ever before?). But no money left to advertise the foundation that over £50k in donations has been received for?

I don’t think there is going to be anything left to set up and run this foundation…she’s spending the funds on herself fast and furious.
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Now…the whole POINT of providing a motobility car is to give independence…so why wasn’t she using it? I suppose that was Kori’s car and not hers so she decided to just leave on the driveway for him to look at?

 

[evoway13]

She’s just posted on X. She’s bought a second hand car (not an old banger, a few thousand £ worth). She’s saying it will give her independence because she only had the motobility car before (which she could drive so what’s the difference?). She is claiming she will use to to deliver donations to the hospice and visit the cemetery (which seems to be her pre-empting justifying spending the donation money on a car for herself.

The real laugh comes in her reply to other people’s comments.

1 - she’s claiming she hasn’t driven for over a year and that her husband always had to drive her before she had this car (she is clear that her husband has a separate car…that wasn’t the motobility car). So why was she annoyed at having to return that car seeing as she never even drove it? So that means Kori was provided with an expensive motobility car that was sat on a driveway not being used?

2 - someone in the comments suggested she get the car wrapped with logos etc of the foundation to advertise it…Pixi would ‘love to’…but ‘can’t afford it’. So she suddenly has money to buy a car (after losing a big chunk of her benefits and not early being unable to tend her own garden when over £1k per month better off…surely right now she is even less able to afford a car than ever before?). But no money left to advertise the foundation that over £50k in donations has been received for?

I don’t think there is going to be anything left to set up and run this foundation…she’s spending the funds on herself fast and furious.
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Now…the whole POINT of providing a motobility car is to give independence…so why wasn’t she using it? I suppose that was Kori’s car and not hers so she decided to just leave on the driveway for him to look at?

...She's got to keep mentioning Kori when she's bought something.........She ordered a box from 'W*nky Candle' - it's basically tat with swear words printed on ....she's got a lot of dislikes for the video - her church going American friends are not going to appreciate videos like this

 

[Eye_Spy]

Haven’t properly watched her latest video…it’s the second one about Kori’s birthday…but one comment of hers REALLY stood out.

She mentioned that the cemetery is basically almost right behind her house…the description was so good in fact, and seeing as she has shown enough of the house via little glimpses over time…it on out took me a moment to work out where she lives. (Not going to post her address). My point is…I then did google directions for walking from her front door to the entrance to the cemetery…it’s a SIX MIN walk.

So…when she bought the car for her ‘independence’…the line she spewed about needing her own car to visit Kori in the cemetery was complete BS. The nearest primary school is a 10min walk…so how was her younger child getting to school if she can’t manage a 6min walk to the cemetery?

What I am watching for is what happened to this £57k in donations? Even after an extravagant funeral and headstone there must be at least £40k left. I’m shocked that her YouTube audience aren’t asking questions. She’s still buying herself dolls and also buying plastic tat in memory of Kori.

In another of her recent videos she was showing off Kori’s barely used gifted gaming laptop…and no…she isn’t going to do the decent thing and pass it onto another child in need while the laptop is still new and of good use…she’s instead going to keep it for herself to edit her YouTube videos…which according to her involves her learning how to add the intro that someone else already made for her..hardly a task in need of an expensive laptop…but for her it’s a necessity!

Everyone deals with grief differently and the celebrating his birthday each year I can understand…but the buying of presents for him as if he was still there to receive them? Isn’t that bizarre? How will that work in future years…it sounds like she intends to keep buying his presents and putting them in his bedroom as if he is the age he would have been…so I expect Kori will be wanting a PS6 for his 16th? The stuff she put out for him this year is probably wish list stuff that she didn’t even buy…but next year I’d put money on the gifts being things she actually wants for herself…and hopes to get for free.

I find it disconcerting that she hasn’t donated forward the gifted electronics such as the 2 go pros, the Nintendo, the 2 PS5s, the gaming laptop and who knows what else…to either the children’s hospice or other sick children. Greed!

 

[evoway13]

I've noticed she's not using the 'studio' (garage) - people donated thousands for her to get the roof repaired and to kit it out.......wasn't Kori also gifted a gaming pc for the 'studio'??? I'm sure she will make an excuse that she can't film in there as it 'reminds her of Kori' - but, she's filming in the lounge where Kori spent a lot of his time - plus, he passed in the room next door to the lounge. American Nana is really getting on my nerves - continually sending gifts to Pixi and 'fund raising' for the foundation that I doubt will ever exist. I think Kuro (???) who usually edits the videos is cooling the friendship with Pixi (and that's why Pixi is going to have to learn to edit her own videos)......Kuro sources the dolls that Pixi buys and she customises them. She's probably seen how many dolls Pixi is ordering as they're not cheap.....and Pixi is still claiming she can't afford to have the garden landscaped..........

 

[Eye_Spy]

She’s posted another video…she’s claiming to be giggling and ‘off my tits’ from a single dose of mirtazapine.

This is a drug I take on a daily basis, if you have ever taken an antidepressant…you will know what type of effect it has. It doesn’t make a person high and doesn’t then after a high make a person so sleepy they are basically knocked out. The dosage to begin with is also very low.

This medication also helps with sleep and sleep quality, as in taking it before bed…similar to taking a herbal nytol…it promotes good sleep. It doesn’t force you to sleep like a sleeping pill such as a zopiclone. As an antidepressant or off-label for anxiety…it’s going to take weeks for it to take full effect, it slowly changes the brain chemical balance. There is no instant high. You usually take it once per day before bed, you don’t take it as and when you feel like it which is what Pixi is doing for an instant hit because there isn’t one.

She’s making herself look stupid, in my opinion, by telling her audience the name of the drug…if she had said she was on a high on a one-off dose of diazepam…her ‘reaction’ to it would be believable. Even then the GP would have prescribed that drug at a low dose to start with so even that would still be an odd thing to happen.

According to her she’s had the ambulance out for herself twice within a week, due to severe anxiety feeling like a heart attack..yet is only just wanting to try medication…she’s not taking it for her schizophrenia…yet she’s apparently been hospitalised for it and also has a carer in every day. I find that hard to believe that her mental health can be as severe as she is claiming going back so many years, yet she’s only just started to experiment with a mild dose of anti-depressant. If she was hospitalised for severe schizophrenia…surely a drug regime would have been in place during that against her will?

 

[evoway13]

...........there's no end to the sheer cheek of this woman..........She's now begging on Amazon for;

10 pairs of magic gloves
10 'Me to you' teddies
10 fleecy blankets
5 Santa hats
10 Magic growing Christmas trees

I have a feeling that she's making bundles for the children in the hospice - but, why doesn't she pay for the stuff herself fgs???????
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She’s just posted on X. She’s bought a second hand car (not an old banger, a few thousand £ worth). She’s saying it will give her independence because she only had the motobility car before (which she could drive so what’s the difference?). She is claiming she will use to to deliver donations to the hospice and visit the cemetery (which seems to be her pre-empting justifying spending the donation money on a car for herself.

The real laugh comes in her reply to other people’s comments.

1 - she’s claiming she hasn’t driven for over a year and that her husband always had to drive her before she had this car (she is clear that her husband has a separate car…that wasn’t the motobility car). So why was she annoyed at having to return that car seeing as she never even drove it? So that means Kori was provided with an expensive motobility car that was sat on a driveway not being used?

2 - someone in the comments suggested she get the car wrapped with logos etc of the foundation to advertise it…Pixi would ‘love to’…but ‘can’t afford it’. So she suddenly has money to buy a car (after losing a big chunk of her benefits and not early being unable to tend her own garden when over £1k per month better off…surely right now she is even less able to afford a car than ever before?). But no money left to advertise the foundation that over £50k in donations has been received for?

I don’t think there is going to be anything left to set up and run this foundation…she’s spending the funds on herself fast and furious.
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Now…the whole POINT of providing a motobility car is to give independence…so why wasn’t she using it? I suppose that was Kori’s car and not hers so she decided to just leave on the driveway for him to look at?

The cheapest 3008 I can find is 17k!!!!!!!! She's not chosen a cheap car has she?

 

[Mumoftxrecipient]

For those not her Facebook group, this was sent to me and was taken from there. She’s having a rant

*Social media and government rant*

Well as LOVELY as it would be to be able to link up items of things I buy on my videos and get commision money for it....PLEASE be careful as apparently the HMRC are targeting tiktokkers and are saying that even companies GIFTING items to us on TikTok for FREE and getting reviews...is classed as 'payment in kind' and is a taxable income..as you can then go on to possibly sell that item and make money!!!

Like WTF?
So for me to use a link on things I buy, I get punished and I lose any financial help I get from the government and declare as being self employed? For pennies???

I can't even have the money my videos earn on YouTube as I'm on benefits.
It's not enough to live on so I can't go full time but it's still classed as an income so I would get punished.
It's not fair


A commenter on the post has told her to put the money in her younger child’s name.

 

[griftalo]

For those not her Facebook group, this was sent to me and was taken from there. She’s having a rant

*Social media and government rant*

Well as LOVELY as it would be to be able to link up items of things I buy on my videos and get commision money for it....PLEASE be careful as apparently the HMRC are targeting tiktokkers and are saying that even companies GIFTING items to us on TikTok for FREE and getting reviews...is classed as 'payment in kind' and is a taxable income..as you can then go on to possibly sell that item and make money!!!

Like WTF?
So for me to use a link on things I buy, I get punished and I lose any financial help I get from the government and declare as being self employed? For pennies???

I can't even have the money my videos earn on YouTube as I'm on benefits.
It's not enough to live on so I can't go full time but it's still classed as an income so I would get punished.
It's not fair


A commenter on the post has told her to put the money in her younger child’s name.

Surely the response from any normal
person is get off benefits then and keep your income? Why is she expecting gifted stuff anyway?
ETA I know she said not enough to live on but maybe she could make it a proper job.

 

[evoway13]

The first garden makeover vlog is up - I'm surprised they haven't been reported to environmental health. Does she have permission for those chickens, turkeys and bees - that look quite frankly, neglected. Her and spanky can't maintain the garden as she has a bad stomach - and he has a bad back - which miraculously heals when they go wandering around Whitby or the shops. They are in their forties ffs.......Pixi has come up with the excuse that she was in the hospice with Kori all the time.....but, didn't she say there was no hospice stays in lockdown. I'm assuming as they couldn't take care of the garden after the previous two makeovers - that this one will be left to rot as well.....

 

[Eye_Spy]

Another mention of ‘American Nanna’. I’m wondering whether this ‘supporter’ actually exists? There are very few landscaping firms based on her small local town, she has chosen the first one that comes up on Facebook as showing in that town…so WHY was it ‘recommended’ to her by a woman whose never used their services and she’s never met who lives on another continent? I looked on Twitter and couldn’t see this person as a follower or interacting with Pixi.

Interesting also that the landscaper’s van with company name was shown and that he’s agreed to be filmed (and there are several follow up videos planned charting the progress).

This smells of discount/freebie labour to promote a business to me. For the landscaper, if the plants/material are paid for it’s likely not a large job…it’s flat ground and the main issue is just removing the neglect that the ‘being over 40’ has prevented the two adults from operating a lawnmower since the last free makeover. I’d love to know the arrangement regards payment on this.

 

[evoway13]

I read through the comments on the garden vlog - and someone had posted that they'd had their garden paid for a few years before. I was going to take a screen shot but, the comment had vanished...........hmmmmmm Pixi doesn't want her new followers to know that they've had the garden done before......

American Nana has her own youtube channel

https://www.youtube.com/@spitfirenana1234/videos