The whole thing is spiralling in to one massive
tit show.
Only me that could never jump on the "Josh is so amazing" bandwagon? There's always been something about him I just haven't liked but can't put my finger on it
Her claims of anxiety are driving me crazy. I do NOT judge/compare others MH but what she says she is feeling and how she's actually acting a two massive contradictions. My anxiety made me permently block her and leave tattle for a few days. She claims her anxiety is so bad she's having a SM break yet will be doing her stories and posting just like usual. Her anxiety is so bad she can post ridiculously detailed essays about some of the most vulnerable and intimate things people can go through for the world to see without a second thought. My anxiety made me delete my very first comment on here for a week. She claims her anxiety is so bad whilst sharing a very public video of herself, fake crying, claiming she can't leave the house yet clearly is sat in the car, claiming she can't be alone, yet clearly alone. When my anxiety is that bad I definently cannot leave the house. I certainly do not lead my life so public when I'm feeling that vulnerable like she claims. This thread cause her great distress, yet she continues to read it. My anxiety would not. My anxiety would make me do everything in my power to prove what is being said is lies, but she can't/won't. The thought of having the sickening feeling everytime I had a new notification not knowing what it would say, would drive me through the roof. Yet she blocks and deletes instead of trying even an ounce to sort the problem? Her anxiety is so bad that rescue remedies does it wonders. My anxiety and anyone else who suffers and has tried them will know they are
tit. Yet she swears by them? I know their an #ad but c'mon, you do not promote
tit like that knowing you have vulnerable followers who will fall for it.
I feel most of her original followers were anxiety sufferers. I feel most of us are now opening our eyes and seeing the real R. I believe most of the people who used to donate were the ones who related to her stories at the time. I feel most of them are now opening their eyes. I feel most who stick up relentless for R, probably don't find her relatable, don't donate but think she is amazing. I feel all her new followers just enjoy watching her family life and don't donate. I feel these next few months she's going to struggle... Neither working yet can afford the lifestyle they have?? Without using the donations??? Nah!
(Just to add, I know I'm a hypocrite when saying I don't compare others MH to my own and then going on to compare R to myself, however it's important for anyone who doesn't suffer to notice the descrepicy in her own words and actions. Sorry for the essay
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