Podcast recap:
- Got her cancer diagnosis when she was in Barcelona. The doctor’s sent her a document with it in. She read it when she was hungover in her hotel room and her heart just sank. She said she didn’t cry because she did her research and realised how lucky she is that she can just get it removed and that will be the end of it.
- Her dad was raging at the doctors for just dumping that on her and not calling her to discuss and she’s “only 21”. That’s life sweetheart. I doubt the doctors have time to personally call every patient about their test results.
- Edie and Millie really helped get her mind off things and she said she used humour to get through it. She had a breakdown when she got home though. She talked about how annoying her tik tok comments were with people telling her she deserved it. Doubled down on the sunbed thing and said it wasn’t caused by that. However she regrets being 17 and talking about sunbeds because she realises her influence over people. Now she would never mention them. Says she is open on her podcast about binge drinking and vaping but knows she’s a bad example because those are unhealthy habits.
- Talks about valuing her friends since her breakup. Edie and Millie are good for advice, and will tell it to her straight. Called her out for being toxic and loving drama around her breakup. Says Tilly is her fun friend. Lewys knows her the best out of everyone and her home friends will be her bridesmaids. She asked her friends what they come to her for, cos she didn’t know what type of friend she was. (Which is weird to me lol. Surely you would know what you bring to the table). She was panicking because she never makes plans she only follows, and she is really inspired by Edie and Millie - their fashion, their makeup, their connections, their advice and thinks they are really cool and has never had friends she thought were cooler than her before lol.
- Her friend she is good for “a good time”, “casual chats” and “FaceTime” lmao. She seems like she lacks any substance in what she offers but ok.
- Is self conscious about her boobs when she’s having sex and is envious of her how friends look in bikinis so has booked her consultation. She just wants a “mini” boob job like Kendall Jenner. I bet she will go through with it.
- Is better at not needing male validation atm and doesn’t feel the need to talk to boys for the first time ever.